thoughts...

I hate feeling like the only time I blog any more is when I am really down on myself. There is so much good going on in my life that it seems silly to be so blue about a few bad things. And those few bad things I am trying to get a better view point on them. I've been thinking a lot about death lately and what things would I be sorry I missed out on, and what I think others would say about me. What kind of person I would be remembered as. Just in life in general I guess, we have such a short time here on earth what do I really want to spend my time doing? I need to figure that out then figure out how to get there. Just some random thoughts that I've been running about in my head while flying...